Ok, finally got around to changing the introduction text. But as you can see, I'm too sianz to write a proper one, so am going to blabber on in hopes that you will get an idea of what sort of person I am by guessing. Yeah, the format of this blog is crap. I haven't got around to fixing it. Later lah.. Much later...
You know the feeling of when you really, really, want to eat cake... but you don't and instead eat salad, because you know it is for your own good.
But you really, really, feel crappy because you can't have the cake now that you've ordered the salad; but you know it's the right choice... not that it makes you feel any better. And there is that regret; but not exactly regret because you are certain in your knowledge of the bad bad, consequences if you did eat the cake.
Well, I feel like that now. I know it's for my own good, but I still feel crappy anyway.
